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zachariahe-starr.com isn't working, and estarr.com is only half there. I'm almost nervous. I'm also in the ring-around with addr.com, who do NOT want me to leave. It's amusingly predictable, really.
Nay's at school, and I go to work in and hour and a half, so I'm feeling both bored and rushed. Sometimes I think I've lost all of my marbles, then I step on one, fall, break my head open...ok, maybe not, but you'll have to forgive me if I can't type straight. It's been like a month since I've LJed. Funny how when I move in with the girl who always wanted me to post more, I end up posting less (or none at all?). Speaking of the girl, I went with her on...what, Monday? to buy books for her classes. Jackals and toads, I miss school. I'm supposed to talk to admissions tomorrow about what to do to get in, but I already know what they'll say. Submit a FAFSA, submit an Application, consider going part-time if I can't afford full. It's just a show of getting things started, and although it's what I want, what I really, desperately need, I'm still nervous and grumpy about it. I don't even know if I'll be accepted! I've been accepted into two separate colleges three times in two years, only to withdraw sadly with a 2.417 GPA and a broken confidence.
Noodles are yummy and help me to draw like this. Although I have to admit, this isn't the prettiest pic ever...too blur. I need to simplify, go back to drawing cartoons. And for Pete's sake, I need to learn to draw backgrounds!
She looks too blank, like an empty doll. The pose is not dynamic at all, and the shoes are trying to eat me. Is it sad that this took me two months (give or take one) to finish? Nah, I only spent a couple of hours at a time on it, on random days of the month. I like it, don't get me wrong. It's just not as good as I wanted. They never are.
Ah, drama. hehehehe, I could say that I hate it, but that'd be a bit dramatic. Snicker.
Mental post-it notes:
1) Thank Gramma, Grandpa, and various relatives for late Christmas gifts.
2) Pay for water I stole yesterday.
3) Make god use of day off I have tomorrow.
...ambiguous, or just ambitious? Time may tell.
Nay's at school, and I go to work in and hour and a half, so I'm feeling both bored and rushed. Sometimes I think I've lost all of my marbles, then I step on one, fall, break my head open...ok, maybe not, but you'll have to forgive me if I can't type straight. It's been like a month since I've LJed. Funny how when I move in with the girl who always wanted me to post more, I end up posting less (or none at all?). Speaking of the girl, I went with her on...what, Monday? to buy books for her classes. Jackals and toads, I miss school. I'm supposed to talk to admissions tomorrow about what to do to get in, but I already know what they'll say. Submit a FAFSA, submit an Application, consider going part-time if I can't afford full. It's just a show of getting things started, and although it's what I want, what I really, desperately need, I'm still nervous and grumpy about it. I don't even know if I'll be accepted! I've been accepted into two separate colleges three times in two years, only to withdraw sadly with a 2.417 GPA and a broken confidence.
Noodles are yummy and help me to draw like this. Although I have to admit, this isn't the prettiest pic ever...too blur. I need to simplify, go back to drawing cartoons. And for Pete's sake, I need to learn to draw backgrounds!
She looks too blank, like an empty doll. The pose is not dynamic at all, and the shoes are trying to eat me. Is it sad that this took me two months (give or take one) to finish? Nah, I only spent a couple of hours at a time on it, on random days of the month. I like it, don't get me wrong. It's just not as good as I wanted. They never are.
Ah, drama. hehehehe, I could say that I hate it, but that'd be a bit dramatic. Snicker.
Mental post-it notes:
1) Thank Gramma, Grandpa, and various relatives for late Christmas gifts.
2) Pay for water I stole yesterday.
3) Make god use of day off I have tomorrow.
...ambiguous, or just ambitious? Time may tell.
