and when i see you

So back when I had dreams, when I had a purpose, I didn't think as much as I do now. I thought too much, surely, but not as much as I do now. And none of it is good. I disappoint myself to such a high degree. So there's this girl that I think does neat photography. I lost her gallery once, now I have a copy on LJ just in case. I have too little money in the bank, so Logain is gonna help me out a little to keep me from having to pay that $25 service fee this month. How oddly nice of him.