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i miss you already
Wednesday, 6 August 2003 13:42How DO things go from perfect to not in .39 seconds? Agh, I suppose it just takes a special breed of dense. Hi.
We snogged, and...0_0 She's great at it, IMO. I know because I've done so much of it, yeah. Hrm. My body was on fire. Enough said. I'll just keep those memories in my head, and you readers can have your own.
We did laundry, and bought food together, cooked, played games and watched movies. I've not been so happy in...dunno if I ever have been! Summer of 2001 comes close. Not close enough. She blows me away, and I can't properly show that. I'm such a clumsy fool.
And then, on the last night, we discover a snarl, a stupid incorrect belief that I somehow maintained despite it's incredible and obvious stupidity. I thought I could have a closer friend than my girlfriend, and I cannot. How could I have thought that? Soulmates. Cannot get closer than that, Zach. It's not just marriage, and it's not just sex. *sigh* Getting closer to her is something of a revelatory path of self-discovery as well. I am falling in love with her, and it's still frightening. I dunno.
We snogged, and...0_0 She's great at it, IMO. I know because I've done so much of it, yeah. Hrm. My body was on fire. Enough said. I'll just keep those memories in my head, and you readers can have your own.
We did laundry, and bought food together, cooked, played games and watched movies. I've not been so happy in...dunno if I ever have been! Summer of 2001 comes close. Not close enough. She blows me away, and I can't properly show that. I'm such a clumsy fool.
And then, on the last night, we discover a snarl, a stupid incorrect belief that I somehow maintained despite it's incredible and obvious stupidity. I thought I could have a closer friend than my girlfriend, and I cannot. How could I have thought that? Soulmates. Cannot get closer than that, Zach. It's not just marriage, and it's not just sex. *sigh* Getting closer to her is something of a revelatory path of self-discovery as well. I am falling in love with her, and it's still frightening. I dunno.
