The subject is still too useless to be expounded upon, but I will anyway.

[zachariah]

*feral smile* Shall I kill? Been away a while, and I don't see that changing anytime soon. I have been avoiding my online friends, because I found myself becoming more pretentious than I normally like to be. To see your self change and die is a very frightening thing. I wonder if it is necessary - the few people I know who are both childish and well over the hill, I loathe. If I do not let my current self die now, will I then loathe myself later? *sighs* The shame, the utter, painful shame.

By the by (or way, if you will), I am still shutting everyone out. This is simply to let some of you know I am alive, and to perhaps help my organize my thoughts. I do hope I do not disappoint, but I also know better. No apologies.