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[zachariah]

I miss you sooo much >_< Forever is heavier than death, and eternity is beyond pain. What I know is what I feel, and what I feel is lost. I stutter and the words do not come, I raise the glass to turn a toast into a curse, I draw an angel, only to look down and see a blank sheet of paper. In the corner of my mind I whisper the truth, and somewhere a black hole swallows the thought. I move in slumber, and who keeps the time? You forgot me as soon as you turned away, and I still, STILL bleed for you. We turn away lives, I throw away dreams, and nothing ever ever ever changes.

Sometimes I want to die, because this life is beyond my ability to navigate. Somehow the thought of not being responsible soothes me, makes my head stop hurting. I swear to the stars, if I met you I would do it, I'd kill us both so we could stay together forever.

But forever is heavier than death, and I will never meet you.

Comments

o.O

[dinari.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Re: o.O

[dinari.livejournal.com]

This may not be the best thing to say about now, but I'm wont to do it anyhow.

Click me, if you feel like reading some nifty quotes that someone far more patient than me put together on this tidy little page.

Re: o.O

[echthroi.livejournal.com]

*thbpt* Don't worry about when you should say something to me, Vicki...nobody keeps my time XD Pretty good quotes there....they have a Wheel of Time quote! I showed my housemate, and he's like, "COOL!" hehe

Don't worry about us stupid people, the gods smile on fools XD